ok here is the story of no updates,,,

my apple desktop has been sent to Male' to windows alhan.. so apprently i coudnt get in to internet in the times i wanted to.
the school computers work like turtles,
and i've been busy as ever..

now lets talk about my birthday..
well, its gone and know what??
i had a boring birthday... :( misssed all my friends)
but but but.. eventually my husband made my day :D
he gifted me a laptop surprisingly.. :D
(sho shweet of him)
but u know, it was a white trick he did.. teehee...
took off the desktop before hand and bought me the lap for my birthday..
(well, not bad i suppose hehe)
neway.. boring things happned such as deduction of OVER TIME for teachers and canceling some items which are planned for the month etc..

u know, i m moody and don feel like doing any work,,
i mean, its like i don have any tasks to do.. its more like 'lets do it' rather than 'i have to do it'..
you know, there is no target or a mission for the work.. i havent had such boringNESS in my life than this... AT WORK,,

i always love to work hard, preparing teaching aids, discussions, building creative activities for the students and you know,, being active,,, i just cant stay in one place.. i wouldnt just stay.. maybe thats why i am so clumsy.. teehee.. but hey! this USED to happen.. not now :(
i wanna be like that, but i cant.. here, its totally different.. the environment is different, the people are different.. i am more quiet than i used to be.. i don wanna get addicted to this :(

i am just sad and feeling hopeless here,.. what do you think i should do? go back to Male'? or stay? well, i am planning to go.. then again i might go for a second thought... dunno..