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Friday, January 16, 2009

why? why?? why? WHY? aaarrgg!!!



why did mom buy me WHATEVER i wanted, when i was a kid?

why did mom stop buying me WHAT EVER i wanted, when i grew older?

why did mom forbid me for WHAT EVER i wanned to do?

why was i forced to do certain things which i never liked?

why did i make friends with whom they never cared me?

why was i so scared to let my parents know whts with me??

why did i try to hide when i had my first bf?

why did everything turned out unexpectedly scary?

why was i so stubborn when i never understood a thing?

why was i so different from others in my family?

why couldnt i trust my friends?

why do i pretend happy when i am not?

why cant i have a life of my own?

why cant i make others happy?

why do i feel guilty everytime??

why do i have a huge PAST??

why do i accept anything which i get instead of having what i want?

why did myself believe that its love when i know that it isnt??

why couldnt i have another chance to undo my mistakes..?

why cant i have faith in me?

why do i dream when i know that my dreams can never be completed?

why am i so quiet when i am actually not!!??

why did i decide to stay here??damn!!

why do i THINK so much abt life??

why am i WAITING for??

when am i gonna get answers for all these questions??

and WHY am i even writing this??

somebody pls please, do something! :(
*sigh

15 comments:

shai said...

why do u ask questions if u dnt wnt the answers???

Anonymous said...

You are asking these questions only because you are growing up. When you have real good answers, it must be the time you get matured.

FETAL MIND said...

Every ans is infront of u dear. Just try to relax. Dnt try to get d ans for all d question at the same time. try one by one. Remember dat parents r there for u wen ever u r i need. they never want u to get hurt. Think of ur parents as a friend. And all of ur friends r not d same. dnt blam all of ur friends for sumthin done by only 1 of ur friend.
Always follow ur heart. b sure of wat u want. n think of the advantages n the dis advantages of it. Dreamin is d beginig of everythin so keep dreamin. Hav faith in god.
u shud imaanvanings to wat u get. keke. u cant get everythin u want.
dnt keep blaming ur self 4 everythin.
dnt b afraid of askin. v cant understand everytihin.
dnt hide ur feelings. let dem out.
I guess this wud b enough 4 oneday. hav a niceday. tc.

.mini said...

as shareef said, you are just growing up
there are things you'll learn with time, and the learning time is different for different people
take your time and try to figure it out, don't panic
it'll all be just fiine

shootingstar said...

ohh god!!! thats a long list...i was thinking of answering each of ya question when i started reading the post...but now..*boa kahaninings*..

hehe...anyhow..leme tell you something..
The world itself is a mystery we have to solve....by the time of our liveth..and at the right time..we come across lots of conclusions..for the questions that had arised in our minds..n at that point..its only you...who'll answer yourself with the most satisfied result...
so c'mon...everthing has a good hidden in it.. so cheer up ;)

.:dhiboy:. said...

life complicated...and a mystery for us.. life is like seeking for ans.. rather than waiting for an ans.. well youv put up some questions... try finding the ans... ^_^...

DarkCasanova said...

everyone here posted sumthing deep n meaning full... i juz got only one answer for all of these questions....

y? Z!!!!

ps: chillout answers will come yourway..tehy say the teacher ill apear when the student is ready..or sum shit like that... :)

PemPeNeyNo AnEsThEyShiYa said...

hehe.. thi meehun ves dhoa.. hehe nice comments.. tahnks for all.. i am quite busy these days.. eheh i'll visit you all sometime..tc

Nicklen said...

your getting stressed, you need to get these things out of your mind. i think you should come back or make new friends over there. and be who you are. and do what you want. your old enough, you make your own decisions.

Ғоявιđđзи тоизѕ said...

>_> ur mom loves ya (A)

swyt butterfly said...

theee mi age ge hurihaa kudhinge ves shakuvaatha...u have to think and go on thinking till u get the ans for all the questns..keke

Naani said...

comin from a person hu gets regular panic attacks this might help a lil :)lifez confusin so jus take a break, a deep breathe and luk bak it mite jus get a bit clearer. :) theres so many gud stuff in our lives v miss so jus luk arnd n be thnkful for luving parents, the gud friends. thrs always sumone hus havin a harder time. take care gal :)

R.K.Wawilly said...

wow.. what a list . i too have those questions, but don't have a clue to what that mean , i don't think i need an answer bt i think i need to know Y that happens..well another question...
Simple don't know...:P

PemPeNeyNo AnEsThEyShiYa said...

thanks all.. i am still busy.... see ya laters.

♥♥āphúя §hāfÿú♥♥ said...

u know, i ask myself the same questions too.. but i still have no answerss... anyway, im updated :) nice post here! :)