to the most precious friend i've ever had...

dearest distanced closest, bestest, coolest, cutest FRIEND..

Hi there, how have you been doing? hope ok, and yeah i'm doing great and felt never good before.. well, atleast now i know that... :) so hey, Its been long time we havent spoken like this... and i know it sounds weird i'm writing you this when i see you now.. but what to do, we've become so distanced right?

anyway, dear, have you been wanting to be so strange with me after being such a nicest friend? were you expecting to be so distanced? sigh! :( i have tons of complains... i know, i used to be the one who kept advising you on being strong and being ownself... but now, i think i cant keep it anymore, when it became a thing about you, things are diferent! i'm hurt, i donno why, but i am! i know i know, you didnt do anything but i donno, i hav the feeling of LEFT OUT thingi u know, it gives me the feeling to cry...
life was so great when i met you... you turned out to be my crying shoulder, the greatest fan of my life.... you used to be there when ever i faced a difficulty, you would never wanna see me in stressed mood.. you would never let me feel bad on anything... you would want me to stay besides you to listen to you, and expects me to come up with good ideas,,, we would have tons of chatting.. wow, can u think of how hilarious we used to be?
did you know, if i havent met you i wouldnt have been able to stop my self doing the damn shitty thing i was doing... and i am so greatful for you.. i really wanna thank you for being the greatest person in my life.. but i guess our time came up.. the world is a cruel thing, now i believe it... it would just show us elutions and leave us in to the dessert of reality and never let us face the truth! unless we realise it on our own...
i had this fear long long before... but was trying to make it up.. was trying to take a pace... was trying to let the fate decide whats gonna happen next.. guess its already seen now.. you used to tell me, how kewl we used to be.. i wonder what happened now,,, we used to share everysingle thing we had in our minds.. why cant we do it now?

maybe i am the one to be blamed... maybe i am expecting too much from the CLOSEST ones.. i've had friends in my life,, some so nice and the others so weird... amongst them, you were the bestest of all... and u knew it very well.. but why do i feel that i m so SO SOO LEFTOUT... u seems like you don wanna share a thing with me.. i feel like you're done with me... i feel hasitant to have a conversation with you... but WHY? this souldnt be happening dear! we used to shout out anything at our faces!! we were so kewl with that...

i wish i cud talk this at your face... but i just wouldnt do that.. cause you the only one who took care of my biggest problem in this WORLD... in my LIFE... and i really am thankful to u for that... but still, its just so unfair for u being so distanced... i wish i cud ever understand what happened, or whats going on...

i am so sorry i had to reach you this way, cause i cant keep it all inside my heart... it hurts.. and the feeling, i don wanna show u or anyone else.. do u know?? people are making up stories about our friendship.. it hurts a lot! i dunn wanna hear them say we look so DISTANCED.
wish i cud get an answer to my feelings..
yours truely friend
pempi

Male' the right destination for the living????

what could you possibly talk about being trapped in Male'?? hmph!!
damn!! its so hard to live here now.. the popualtion increased, the pollution increased, income decreased and expenses increased, the cost of stuffs increased, and the need to want it increased... now, that is a lot of increase and a decrease.. yeah!
i was just wondering about the PLACE..., living in a place like this is a HARD thing! trust me! you need to OWN a place from here... otherwise, just forget it!! I mean, how on earth is EASY for anyone to RENT tiny squares and rectangles for like thousands and thousandsRF?? but i must say, though it isnt easy, people are dying to live here... man!!
thats why i say, the islands need to be developed, it is just so UNFAIR Male' having all the NESSESARY facilities available......
i just wish i had a house with a beautiful garden surrounded.... aaaahhh...
but i bet, it wont ever happen... NOT in Male' for sure... cause u hardly find a tree in any of the areas in Male' .. oh and by the way.. even i am renting a place for *000...

just few words... This tiny island need to be protected,, otherwise.. GOD knows whats next going to happen here... its getting OVERLOADED!!

PS: this is for the islanders like me.. :)

ok here is the story of no updates,,,

my apple desktop has been sent to Male' to windows alhan.. so apprently i coudnt get in to internet in the times i wanted to.
the school computers work like turtles,
and i've been busy as ever..

now lets talk about my birthday..
well, its gone and know what??
i had a boring birthday... :( misssed all my friends)
but but but.. eventually my husband made my day :D
he gifted me a laptop surprisingly.. :D
(sho shweet of him)
but u know, it was a white trick he did.. teehee...
took off the desktop before hand and bought me the lap for my birthday..
(well, not bad i suppose hehe)
neway.. boring things happned such as deduction of OVER TIME for teachers and canceling some items which are planned for the month etc..

u know, i m moody and don feel like doing any work,,
i mean, its like i don have any tasks to do.. its more like 'lets do it' rather than 'i have to do it'..
you know, there is no target or a mission for the work.. i havent had such boringNESS in my life than this... AT WORK,,

i always love to work hard, preparing teaching aids, discussions, building creative activities for the students and you know,, being active,,, i just cant stay in one place.. i wouldnt just stay.. maybe thats why i am so clumsy.. teehee.. but hey! this USED to happen.. not now :(
i wanna be like that, but i cant.. here, its totally different.. the environment is different, the people are different.. i am more quiet than i used to be.. i don wanna get addicted to this :(

i am just sad and feeling hopeless here,.. what do you think i should do? go back to Male'? or stay? well, i am planning to go.. then again i might go for a second thought... dunno..

busy.. busy.. busy..

shit!
mom just gave a lecture!

i've been busy at school.. don get a time to eat.

working in the morning session,

marking after the session,

again at 5 swimming practice..

after swimming practice, theory class at 8 pm..

finishes at 10 30 pm...

before going home, something would come up.. duh!!

life is really busy... :p

and u know, our swimming instructor was teasing me tonight in the theoryclass,, cause i cudnt wake up for the practical which was today early morning.. hmph! :/

oh and by the way... today one of my very close friend got a baby girl.. she is sooo cute.. dhon dhon... ^.^

ok me going to do the lesson plan... aarrgghh!!! principal wants to see the scheme of works on tomorrow... and i haven't yet finish typing it.. *gulp*
ok ok bye bye.. good night..

gods powerfulness

READ IT ON YOUR RISK!!

surely all praise for allah.. we praise and seek his help, we seek forgiveness, refuge from the evil of our own souls and from the wickedness of our deeds. there is nothing but allah, Muhammed is our messanger who we follow.

i'm not trying to show u that i am a very dheenveri person. But lately i've been listen to some dharus of one of our friends. He is younger than me, married and hopefully going to be a father in this year. He works with me in the same school and i've noticed a very strangeness in him. When ever i see him, goosembums arises from my whole body. He is so clean and normal. quite, friendly and RELIGIOUSE..!! though he believes in the deeper world of religion unlike us, he talks to us and works hard like all.
however, one day (on the day we went to Handhufushi) on the dhoni, i heard him talking about our messenger and reciting some hadhith's with the meanings to one of my very close friend. she was listening to him so intentively that i couldnt stay without going to them. So, there i set beside her and then i fell in to his 'dharus'.. and was listening to it till we reach the island. later that night, when i was on bed.. i thought of all what he spoken to us.. every word he said was running in my mind.. i had this fear in my mind thinking that, how intolerable are we human beings to god.. but still he is tolerating us till the judgment day.. god heaven! i coudlnt sleep the whole night thinking of the bad things i've done throughout my life.. (ofcourse as human beings we do make mistakes against religion)

later the other day we (my friend and i ) met him and asked him if he could spare a little time from his shedule for us.. he happily agreed and fixed a time. he fixed to meet us after the day and so we were there to meet him at school. after a long day of work, he agreed to meet us just for the sake of allah, to help us know more about the religion we are following. We are named as MUSLIMS but actually NOT! i personaly believe it now.. i used to bully people who have long beards and wear short trouses... NOW i regret it! (yeah! there are people who act as MUSLIMS BEING so but all arnt same) well, after meeting this guy, i've changed my mind.. i've started understanding that what we know abt the religion is just a 20% of 100%.. we neeed to more.. and thats why our eemantherikan is so down!
we believes that we know a lot, but actually we dont know.. we dont know HOW painful is our graves, we dont know what REALLY happens after the death, we dont know what REAL EXAMS we fail after the death, we dont know what strange things we face after the death.. we SIMPLY DONT KNOW WHATS HAPPENING IN the other world!! and if u say you know and you dont pray, then YOU ACTUALLY DON UNDERSTAND WHAT RELIDION IS!

however, these are just the facts that i've learned from him.. now i cant tell u what he explained us right.. just please, beware that you are a human being and god is guiding you over and over again. i can tell u a story he told us.. which happened in Saudhi;
there was a family who had all boys and only a girl. she was the youngest. ond enough studying in a college. her brothers go for the prayers, her family is a religious family, but she doesnt pray at all. she loves going out, hanging around.. never covers her body etc etc..
after days... in her young age she died and when it was time for the funeral, her elder brother brought a man for kiyeveli kiyava, sandhokah elhumuge kanthah kuran. Her brother shoed him the room where she was kept. He showed him the room and when he enterd, he locked the door from out side. the dhannabeykalu walked towards this girls gaburu, she was wrapped with white coffin and the whole body was covered with a white cloth. the man stood beside her and lifted up the sheet to see her face. As he saw her face,he started trembling and to his surprise eynayah e fothigandun kuliyakah dhookohllevunee.. gai birun, dhaahillamun dhuvvaigathi dhora dhimaalah.. dhoru hulhuvaashey bune bune dhoreh nuhulhu vi, mi meeha ge hithelhey adu mulhi kotari thereyga.. mulhi meehaa birugenfa hurivarun angayah aihaa echceh kiyan gos inee kotareege kanakah vadhe. fahun gaburu kairiyah nuves dhey,, hama innanee, innanee.. dhen mihen indhe indhefa.. meeha hamayakah elhuneema thedhuvegen yaseen matheega huregen gossi allah aa vakeel kohffa e kujjaa kairiyah.. dhen gossa avaha kiyeveli kiyavaa, kuranjehey kameh kohffa nimigen gos i have finished my work ey,, dhiru hulhuvaashey buneema dhoru hulhuvee.. as the door opened, he rushed from the place. RAn, ran and straight away went to his house. took a fresh bath prayed to god and layed on his bed. he stayed in bed till three days. cause of high fever.

as soon as he got well, he wanted to study what happened to this girl and how she died. SO, this man went to meet her family and asked about her. then, her bother told him that she wasnt at all religious and he also appologise for locking him up in the room. He said that he had to do that because no one was willing to do the formalities after looking at her. her brother has invoted 6 people to do the formalities and non stayed to do so. everyone screams and run away after looking at her. and this man was the 7th one. so he just wouldnt be able to get another person to do all the formalities and thats why he did it.

THE GIRLS FACE WAS TWISSETED AND THAT SHE WAS ALL BURNT UP. SHE HADNT HAD HER NORMAL SKIN WHICH WAS WHITE. SHE WAS SKINNY AND LOOKED AS IF SHE WAS TORN OUT. SHE LOOKED MORE LIKE AND ANIMAL. THE SCARY THING WAS THAT, HER WHOLE FACE WAS TWISTED. but it was said that, she didnt die due to any accidents or anything. it was a sudden death and that nothing strange happened for her to die like this.. its just gods will. allah nubaivegen alhunna maru dhakkavaanee veyneffadhain.

i've seen my this religious friends fathers foto (on the day of his funeral) he had a smile in his face,, he looked as if he is dying peacefuly,, a e varah mai insaaneh.. ehen v ma solihu alhunna mai allah suvaruge dhakkaane kamaki kashavaru kamehkkan yageen. emeehun ge maraki ves rakkautheri echceh kan hama yageen..

my friend(girl) and i were so hairaanvefa eyna kiyaidhin vaahakathakun.. we asked questions on what we wanted to know.. and he was a helpful person i say.. he advised us about certain things.. and insha allah we are trying to follow the real religion.

just thought to share you guys.. tc good night..

rainy day (my own rhyme)

hi guys, i am here with a nice song for the kids... well this is my first OWN song.. i created this by my self.. so give an ear.. :)





Rain drops, Rain drops falling down,

its so rainy pouring now,

thunder thunder i can hear,

its a noisy sound so loud...

what was i doing in the last week....

hi guys..
how how....

hey i've got exciting news.. did u know?? on 25th some teachers and i were awake at school making the stage for the quran competition.. it was a hard work.. i'll drop in a photo of the back stage...we were able to finish this on the other day... :/


after that....

our school had a trip to HE'RE TH'ERE (Handhufushi island resort) with the grade three students on 28th..... wow!! the place was so amazing.. we had a lot of fun there... sang songs, showed the kids some presentations, did a leaf let from each group. (there were 17 groups, each group had 5 or 6 students) more over had a swim in a pool.. the kids were having a blast!!
i must say.. the staff there were very generouse and helpful.. the kids got a chance to interview few tourists after the presentation regarding TOURISM.. they asked sillly questions though.. hehe.. neway thats the story of saturday..

let me tell u abt today.. ok!! emme ufaa v miadhu visa card hedhuneema yoo.. heheh.. finaly i have it.. and i am glad that i was able to save the last months salary in my account... neway.. i paid my internet bill, gave a little treat to the closer ones, went out with motherinlow to shop.. bought a shoe and a slipper.. :D hoohhoohhh... new slippers ooo.. hehe..
errr.. now i feel sleepy.. guess thats all for today and tomorrow.. hehe aslu mirey i am in a GOOD MOOD.. good night..


here are the shoe and slipper.. (varah reethi echcheh nufeney mi rashun :( )